Today was the worst day I've had in a very long time. I have had a fever all day, tried sleeping it out. Now I feel like if I weren't sick, I could have potentially saved Diesel's short little life.
I should have noticed when I got home from work that he wasn't feeling well, he was sitting by the front door. Instead, I walked right passed him and went to bed. What if I noticed? What if I weren't sick, would he still be here with his cute little dorito ears, nibbling on my thumb?
Rough day.
I should have noticed when I got home from work that he wasn't feeling well, he was sitting by the front door. Instead, I walked right passed him and went to bed. What if I noticed? What if I weren't sick, would he still be here with his cute little dorito ears, nibbling on my thumb?
Rough day.
Oh honey. im so sorry. But there was nothing you could do. I still don't understand what happened. I just saw him didn't I? I wish I could say more. He's been a part of your family for so long I just... I'm sorry for everyone there.
ReplyDeleteIt was in NO way anyone*s fault. Everyone has their time. There was NO way of seeing this happen....it came out of no where. Blame and guilt are always part or the equation and natural but you need to know you did nothing wrong, and there's nothing that can be done right now other than to live each other and know deep down that he's still very much around. I love you and I*m so so sorry.
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